Last week, the husband called my blog a “vanity project.” I wasn’t offended. It was a definite step up from calling it “your latest attempt to get me fired.” He is an FSO, after all, and discretion is therefore his middle name (except when he talks to his wife, apparently…)
But, I got to thinking: are personal blogs just vanity projects? Is that really the right term for them?
The first thing I discovered is that there is no formal definition of vanity project. That surprised me. It’s a common term, isn’t it? But, if you Google “vanity project,” you’ll find:
1.) A lot of people discussing possible definitions for vanity project.
2.) Several references to “vain” actors and their movies (e.g. anything starring Woody Allen and a woman 1/3 his age).
3.) A blog called Vanity Project.
OK, point taken. “Vanity project” often refers to something, shall we say, unedited. Blogs are not, technically speaking, usually edited by anyone other than the blogger. But that is not always a bad thing, either for the blogger or the reader.
I enjoy a lot of creative pursuits in which perfection is rarely, if ever, achieved. For example, you should hear me cussing over knitting projects. The husband rolls his eyes and wonders why I bother. I grit my teeth and tell him “it’s about the process, dammit!” And, truly, it is. I can go out and buy a hat or socks any day of the week. I don’t need to make my own. I just like to knit. And possibly to cuss. I don’t mind hats or socks that are little weird looking. And I know in my heart that my family doesn’t either :)
Same with blogging. I don’t need a practical reason to blog, and the end result doesn’t have to be perfect. I just like to write. But there are benefits.
Blogging is great exercise for the writing muscles. If you don’t use ‘em, you lose ‘em. Remember the Billy Crystal quote from “Throw Momma From a Train?” A writer writes. The man had a point. I occasionally write for publication, and I am a part-time content manager for an organization as well. So, I do exercise those muscles in my working life. But that kind of writing is constrained by the format and subject matter of the publications involved. OK, let’s face it: most of it is slightly boring.
Blogging, on the other hand, has given me an opportunity to write about any subject I like, and to play around with writing style. In the process, my “regular” writing has improved. A few days ago, I needed to fill up a page in a newsletter that I edit, and it took me less than an hour to whip up an article that required only very minor tweaks from my writers’ group. It struck me then that my writing fluency is improving in the same way that speaking fluency in a foreign language improves with frequent practice. Very cool.
Blogging offers structure, much as scrapbooks and diaries do. I don’t “scrap” and I have terrible handwriting, so I don’t keep a diary. But I have three years to live and travel in Europe. I may never have that chance again. I want to take lots of photos, keep a journal, share with my friends and family, and have a record to refer to later. If I didn’t have a blog, the odds are not good that I would keep up that routine!
Aside from being an obvious medium for travel journaling, blogging can be therapeutic. Now, I’m not one to get too personal on my blog. In fact, when I started it, I didn’t intend for it to be personal at all. But, a funny thing happened. It started with a special needs situation and a bidding/assignment process that was so insanely stressful I felt like I had to write it down just to make sense of it. Then after we finally got to post, this thing or that thing kind of got on my nerves, and well, I wrote about it. And it turned out that people were more interested in reading those posts than anything else! Which was kind of startling, but also kind of fun. So, I kept doing it.
Nowadays, about a quarter of my posts are commentaries. What the heck, it’s my blog, I can write about whatever I want. Sometimes I hit the mark, and sometimes I don’t, but I enjoy and learn from every single blog post I write, and yes, sometimes it feels like therapy!
I like to read blogs, too. It helps that I read fast. It’s true that there are many blogs that could use some editing. But on the other hand, a blogger is telling you what he or she really thinks. No editor to filter out, dumb down, or sensationalize the copy. It turns out that most women, in particular, are a lot smarter than magazine editors think we are. We write about lots of cool stuff that has nothing to do with dieting or mommy wars. Especially in the Foreign Service community.
So, I think that a blog can be a vanity project, but for most bloggers it is a creative project. By definition creative projects are not perfect. You don’t know how they are going to come out when you start them. If you can live with that, then you are a creative person. If you can’t, then you probably don’t blog!
If you are a blogger, what does your blog mean to you? Vanity project? Creative outlet? Free therapy? All of the above? Something else entirely? I’d love to hear about it.